freezedfiry

chapter 1
- hey, c’mon we’ll be late n Mr. Jeffrey will drain us.
-1 more, n I’m commin’ .
-omg! u r already shit-faced
-1 more, plz!- she said so vigorously that I couldn’t refuse. we drank 1 more bottle of vodka n continued the way 2 our goddam school. ofc we were late, n were able 2 have a look through our director’s cabinet.
- where have you been? u weren’t on first lesson
- er, bus was late Mr. Jeff- Jersey smiled stupidly
-actually my name is Jeffrey, JERSEY!- he shouted so loud that poor Jers fell down from the place where she was sittin’.
-n, what will U say, Ms.? – he turned 2 me, with calm bt sarcastic face.
-er…Mr. Jeffrey prob is that last night Jers stayed with me n we didn’t sleep whole night n…err…it was hard 2 wake up in the mornin’…it’s last one, we r late could u forgive us n we promise we won’t repeat that any more- I said quickly n wasn’t sure that he got everythin
-ok. ok but what’s wrong with Jersey?
-she’s…she’s…she’s not slept whole night n…
-ok. understand I will forgive you this time but I promise it’s last.
-10q Mr. Jeffrey
we went out, or better split off from his cabinet, n ran 2 toilet. Jers was laughing loudly, when sm1 shouted our names, we turned back n saw Derek Jones standing behind us.
-wha’s up Derk?- said Jers laughing
-she’s drunk, again?- he said, with cold look on his face
-I’m afraid, yes.
-omg! help me 2 take her 2 the pantry there she wouldn’t be find.
-if her brother sees her like THIS- I pointed on Jers who was ling on the ground- he at first will kill her n then me.
-I hope she will sober up – he said hopefully.
-or we will sober her up!- I sighed
Me n Derek were tryin 2 sober Jers up, n we coped. after all she started grumbling bt that’s k she’s always hard going when she’s sobering. we I mn me, Derek n Jersey missed 3 lessons n fortunately it stayed confidential from Mr. Jeffrey

chapter 2
Me n Jersey r friends already 10 years, that means we know each other 4 ages, she’s my best friend, Derek is her bf already 1 month that’s long time 4 Jers. She simply loves 2 drink n also simply loves boys. so 4 her it’s 4 granted 2 change bfs. We r in 10th grade n Jers hasn’t learnt even one subject since she got 7. her parents r thankful that she was learning in 3d class. anyway she’s the one of my friends with whom I spent the most of my important time, n who I love the most. Jers’s brother Tom is the coolest boy in whole school he’s older than Jers, bt that’s k difference is only 5 seconds. n these 5 seconds 4 him r millennium. Every time they have fight, Tom always says u have 2 do what I want cuz I’m your elder brother, n every time Jers goes mad. last month we came up with one big problem which continues, it’s still our huge 1. Prob is that Jers found new “group” of friends n they r punks, I mean “spiky punkers, believers in ruin”. She started being with them n doing kind a things like sitting in trash , drinkin n etc. everything was k until happened smth not really good

chapter 3
it was my birthday, as usual I was planning 2 meet Tom, Derek n Jers bt when I phoned Jers I got not very pleasant news:
-hello- I heard Tom’s voice it sounded a little bit a nervous
-hey, it’s me r not u goin 2 come?- I smiled
-oh, London is it you?
-yap it’s me, wha’s wrong with you?
-u know Jers wasn’t at home last night
-wha do u mean?
-she was with thouse guys
-you mean Sid, Sam, Alex, Gary , Tim , Dizzy, Billy, Jack, Sandra, June, Alex(Alex’s gf), Nancy, Polly, Carol, Jinn, Katie.
-you didn’t have 2 say all names!
-I know- I couldn’t think of anything else
-so, sorry bt we can’t come
-oh, cmn! if you want I will come n help you to find her
-that would be great
nearly 20 minutes I were waiting 4 that goddam bus n at last it came, I went up n set down near the window, it was already my stop when suddenly I saw Sid, Dizzy and Tim walking down the street I rushed out didn’t even pay. if you want the truth I really didn’t like that guys especially Sid he was one of those who are called arrogants. I ran after them
-hey, guys!- I cried out
-oh, who we see- he smirked- London wha’s up u r completely red
-err…I was running after you
-running after me?- on his face still that most hated smirk-but y?
-oh, u really don’t know?- I said ironically
-yes,…or let me think…- he looked like he had drunk 2 much last night- follow us as I got u r looking for Jers
I said nothing just followed them.
-oh, happy birthday- suddenly said Sid with the common smirk
-how could you know?
-but where is your “thank u”?
-Jers told u
-yes, ofc u r so ungrateful anyway- he turned 2 Dizzy n they continued talking about how 2 get new bottle of vodka or in the best way brandy.
-we are here- Sid pointed at Jers who was ling on the ground with empty bottle in her hand she was singing the song which was played by Sandra ( she was playing on guitar), she looked up on me n hardly guessed who I was.
-Hey, London wha r u doin here?
-wha?! you even dare 2 ask wha I’m doing here?- I was really VERY angry
-don’t u wanna drink smth- she didn’t wait 4 my answer- hey Alex do we have smth left 4 my friend 2 day is her birthday.
-oh, yes ofc but only if it’s your birthday- stupidly smiled Alex n gave me the bottle of vodka
-JERSEY-I dropped the bottle ( it crashed)
-wha’s wrong with your friend?- said rudely Sid
-4give her she’s little bit a preppy n she likes not this situation 4 her better 2 sit at home n learn- these were Jersey’s words, I couldn’t believe yap I knew that she was 2 drunk 2 realize what was she saying but anyway I was embraced , n almost got mad when I saw Sid’s delighted face.
-do u wanna a cigarette-“friendly” offered Billy
-NO thanx-I looked at him with meaning “go kill yourself”J
-I just offered, phew- he turned 2 Sandra n kissed her.
-Jers r not you coming?
-where?
-home
-no ofc
-wha do u mean your brother will go mad
-fuck him
-well done Jurs- exclaimed Sid n kissed her just in front of my nose
-now I’ll go mad!- i shouted
-go then- laughed Sid
-Jers
-call me Jurs plz-she said with wide smile
-wha the fuck?
-what kind of words are you using? u pervert!
-Shut up! you bastard- I shouted at Sid
-hey, hey calm down- at this time Gary looked at me n then turned 2 “Jurs”- tell your friend 2 leave she’s playing on our nerves
-k. Londy could you leave?
-no. I will leave only if you come with me
-Sid could you help her, darling- she looked up at Sid
-with pleasure sweetheart- he turned 2 me
-Don’t touch me you bastard!!!
-hey, kitty calm down n I wouldn’t if you believe, I really don’t wanna touch U- he said that “u” so that he almost vomited
-now I’ll show u- I lost control on myself n slept him as hard as I could n then when I realized that I did not very good thing I ran away as fast as I could
-Run! Run! better 4 u –he shouted on me

chapter 4
when I realized that no1 was following me I stopped took a breath n suddenly started crying I just couldn’t get a grip on myself. “ y did she act like that? yeah I know that she was drunk but anyway y was she so rude n cold? did I do smth wrong?! this is the worst birthday in my life. who the fuck is that Sid, I just hate him! as I c he is Jers’s huh sorry Jurs’s new bf but Derek? omg now I’ll go mad. she called me prep, do I fuckin look like prep?! we always laughed at preps n now she called me that. we r or maybe were 2gather since we got 5 n now after 10 years everything is lost? I can’t or I don’t wanna believe that. what will I say 2 Tom? I can’t stand this. this is havoc. how could she be so coldhearted? “ I stopped thinking for a moment cuz if I continued I would go mad. I went 2 c Tom.
He was in shock when I finished retelling, he couldn’t say a word, he was astonished with Jur’s behavior which was really different from Jer’s one.
-I don’t know wha 2 do, how 2 say these all 2 my parents
-I don’t know either but I’ll help you- I tried 2 look like I was calm
-thanx London.

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I was pretty vacant when I arrived at home. I went up 2 my room dropped on the bed n lied just like that couldn’t think of anything else n couldn’t cry either, I was 2 tired 2 feel smth. “where is now Jers is she k? has she any regrets? or she has become coldhearted bastard like Sid n other members of that fuckin group.” I was really suffering hard from such kind of thoughts calm sleep left me n I couldn’t even close one eye. it was already 7 o’clock when I took my beg n went out I wanted 2 walk be4 goin 2 school, where I wanted 2 go less then anywhere else so I decided 2 miss it n unfortunately when I was walkin down the street some1 pushed me in the corner n this some1 was Sid.
-hey kitty!- he was 2 close I could hear his breath, I was scared stiff.- oh, you r trembling as I c
-no, it means you r blind
-huh, you even dare 2 be sarcastic with me?
-why not? who the heck are you?- I turned my head left I was sick from his smell of alcohol
-who am I? I’m the one who’s holding your arms so hard that you r trembling from fear, or maybe not from fear? maybe you like me?- now he was closer n my tremble became harder n harder I was terrified.
-take your hands OFF!-I said with shivering voice
-hey, Sid aren’t you comin- I heard Jer’s voice
-I’m comin-then he turned to me- keep on trembling kitty
he left, Jer’s didn’t see me, I was still shaking, n decided 2 go somewhere n drink hot tea, I hardly helped crying.

chapter 5
These whole year was completely disaster 4 me, I was sitting in the nearest café n was having hot tea, when I saw Derek sitting in the corner he didn’t look well, n I already knew the reason “JURSEY” ofc.
-hey Derek!- I called for him
-oh, London is that you?
-yes, it’s me- I didn’t know what 2 say- wha r you doing here?
-nothing I’m just hanging out
-u mean not hanging out bt boozing?
-k boozing
-oh, my god could u invite me ?- I smiled stupidly
-ofc, wha will u drink?
-let me think…vodka maybe
we were sitting like that n drinking till evening, bt when we saw that it was getting dark we went off. I was 2 dunk 2 think of anything, I was walking down the street singing my fav song (nofx-60%) n watching on bright, round moon.
-hey, London- I heard common voice
-wha?- I turned n saw Jurs
-wha’s wrong with you? oh, my god I can’t believe my eyes! you’re drunk!- she started laughing
-wha do you want? oh, let me gu..ess- I was hardly speaking- money ofc you r tramp asking for help aren’t you?
-wha’s wrong with you London?
-wha’s wrong with me Jursey?
-don’t tell me that your upset
-no, I’m not I’m ANGRY! n plz leave me alone now – I gave her 2$
-I don’t need money or I don’t need YOUR money!- she looked like she was annoyed- I thought you were my friend
-you thought?! then wha should I say???- I was almost shouting on her
-I was going to apologize
-I don’t need your apologies, I relied on you n you did wha? you exchanged me on a bottle of vodka n that bastard Sid
-u know Sid isn’t bastard-she said loudly then I was talking
-YES, HE IS- I screamed
-oh, you know I don’t care your thoughts about my life n especially about Sid…
-oh, I’m so scared…- I was hardly standing on feet
-let me finish, from 2day we aren’t friends bt enemies! now, bye LONDON!!!
-get lost, Jursy!!! you’ll have regrets soon!!! n I won’t 4give you when you’ll try 2 apologize!
-be sure I won’t try anything- she walked away, I couldn’t move a finger I was standing there like a stone, started raining, but I couldn’t move anyway “ mum would go mad!” I was repeating this sentence 2 myself but still standing there.
when I arrived home, I was whole wet, my mum was really anxious, I went up to my room saying nothing I just crashed out.
***
I was late 4 first lesson, as usually I was sitting in Jeffrey’s cabinet, when the door opened n who I see? Sid n his best friend Dizzy. as Mr. Jeffrey wasn’t in the room I started:
-wha the fuck r u 2 doing here?
-hey, hey get a grip on your self kitty, I know that u r happy 2 see your new classmates-smirked Sid
-what????
-yes, we r your new classmates- I said nothing this was failure, sitting in director’s cabinet peacefully waiting 4 your punishment knowing that you have 2 new fabulous classmates.
-is this hell-I exclaimed “oh, no”
-yes, kitty – answered Sid.
-oh, my god is he an idiot?
-yes he is- it was Dizzy
-shut up u moron- shouted Sid on him but it was already late cuz I was laughing loudly

chapter 6
the most awful week in my lifetime. Jurs, Sid n Dizzy were ruining my world, n after all that Derek flied to Canada, Tom split up every relation ship with his sister n went 2 London, so I was left alone like sheep in hungry wolves. I will admit I was a little bit afraid of them especially of Sid Jonathan Hulce. they were laughing at me all time. Sid was calling me “kitty” which mostly played on my nerves cuz now whole school was calling ,me that. oh, how much I hated him “king of nerds”!!!
it was Monday the new day, the new start of my suffer! I could hardly open my eyes n do u know y? I drank 2 much last night n do you know with whom with myself ofc. who will drink with little preppy kitty??? oh, how much I hated that bastard!!!
so, where did I stop?…huh, yap I dressed up took my sk8(new hobby) n went 2 school. I was ready 2 protect myself. At the entire hall Sid was already waiting 4 me, suddenly he pushed me in2 the empty classroom I couldn’t even realize it had happened so fast. common fear had awaken inside.
- hey, kit how r you?-he was as near as be4 I couldn’t say anything I wanted 2 shout but I didn’t want 2 seem weak- hey, do you hear me?
- I’m fine, n how r you?- I asked with disgust
- I’m fine either, oh have u got any money?
- no
- liar
- I don’t have any money
- oh, then wha would you give me?
- nothing-I was sick of him like a dog
- let me think-he didn’t pay any attention 2 my words
- plz let me go- I was almost crying
- wha? did you say plz?- he started laughing that made me more sick
- please let me go, I’m feeling bad- “oh, my god I dropped a tear”
- huh, you r crying?- he took out of his pocket handkerchief n was going 2 put it on my cheek
but I stopped him
- say, wha u want n I’ll do everything, but please now let me go- I could hardly speak
- k. k I will think now you can go- he left, I was crying, crying n crying couldn’t help the tears. oh, how I wanted 2 drain myself 4 being so weak. but I was really afraid of Sid I dunno why but I was scared stiff. Everyday was the same, he was making fun of me, Jurs 4got everything about us, I became depressed “emo kid”, n the most pleasant news is that I started drinking. I was going 2 the same shop every evening buying the same drink as always(vodka) n drinking it in my pantry.
it was Friday morning I couldn’t stand on feet I really had a huge hangover after 10 day booze, so when my mum went in room 2 wake me up she found me ling on ground unconscious in
my own vomit.
I woke up in the hospital my mum was sitting next 2 me.
- hi- she said calmly, I was so ashamed I wanted 2 apologize but I didn’t know how
- hi mum- tears were draining me but I wasn’t crying
- how r you feeling?
- well, mum listen- it was hard 2 speak- I’m really sorry, I were so selfish, I didn’t think of you…
- oh, cmn that’s past just promise that you won’t repeat it any more you now I trust you- she smiled warmly
- I promise- I knew that it was lie, but what could I do? she kissed me on cheek.
it was hard 2 lay whole days in bed, doing nothing but thinking, thanx 2 god that I was banned 2 go home on the second day, I was happy cuz I was at home n I was unhappy cuz I was able 2 go 2 school where Sid, Dizzy n Jurs were waiting 4 me patiently

***
it was math lesson 4 goodness they weren’t at school, ofc! it was Wednesday n every Wednesday they got 2gather I mean whole “wolves group” (as I called them) 2 “ruin” everything on their way.
It was the worst period of life, whole school was shouting out my name “little preppy kitty” or “preppy Londy”. I was such kind a person who is called a loser. I had non of friends but only enemies but anyway I didn’t fell with soul! yap, it’s true that I was trembling when Sid was seen on horizon but that’s k fear is not weakness, being ruled by fear that’s what I call weakness. So, I was always ready 2 protect myself but only one case was terrifying me meetings with Sid Jonathan Hulce.

chapter 7
. 1 hour was left be4 Christmas, everything was ready Christmas tree was standing in the. entire me n my mum were talking about smth when phone rang.
- hey, London is that you?- I was surprised 2 hear Jers’s voice
- wha do you want?- I said coldly
- I just want 2 ask will you come 2 my house?- her temper of voice helped me 2 understand that she was feeling not the best of her.
- did smth happen?- I 4got everything bad wha she had done 2 me in a minute.
- every1 left me, n I realized that I have no real friends but you- she almost cried- I’m so sorry, I really regret what I’ve done
- k. wait wait I’m coming- I pop out.
I explained situation 2 my mum n she led me go. I rushed out n when already was near Jer’s house some1 pushed me in the corner I recognized this some1 with his behavior(pushing me smwhere).
- hey, kitty where r you going?-he asked
- what do you want?
- my wish 2 come true
- what?
- do you remember you promised me smth if I would let you go
- oh, yes n wha do you want?
- I want you 2 know that we lied you Jers is k n she isn’t at home she’s with guys having fun- he pointed 2 the left not very far from there I really saw Jers, Alex, Sandra, Dizzy, Alex, Gary n others. I was shocked.
- n that’s all what you want from me?- o asked suspiciously but not vigorously cuz my soul was broken down, with 2 words I gave up.
- no, ofc now we will go n drink smth 2gather just me n u.
- k.
we went 2 the nearest shop n bought 2 bottles of vodka. we drank in silence.
- I want 1more-I said coldly
- k.
I drank one more, n one more n one more n one more.
***
I woke up in street early in the morning I was lying on Jers, her head was on Sid n etc. I couldn’t understand what was that! even though, I knew that I was 2 drunk yesterday but it was unbelievably that I spent whole night with these bastards, suddenly Jers woke up.
- hey Lond, good morning- she said warmly n first 4 a long time I felt that she said that honestly without playing.
- good morning, what happened last night?- I asked without any sarcasm.
- you were so cute n funny that, guys just adored you!- she was laughing
- what?- I laughed 2, we were sitting n laughing 2gather, you know that was great feeling, only now I realized how much I missed her. oh, can you understand WE I mean me n Jersey Hamilton were sitting n in spite of making fun of each other we were just laughing. I didn’t know whereas be happy or sad.
- you know I really missed you-suddenly I exclaimed
- you know me 2
silence was ruling none of us dared to ruin it.
- has some1 died?- asked Billy who has been woken up already
- no ofc-I said
- then say smth or I’m tired of waiting
- err…we r friends aren’t we?- I said without thinking
- Yes we r- Jersey shouted happily n hugged me
***
everything was fine except 1, me n Sid still hated each other, oh n one important news now I was a member of that “wolves group” n I just had perfect relationship with everyone I mean in group. I became more aggressive, I hanged out till late almost every evening, I had scandals at home, started drinking n now it took systematic face. in one week me n Jersey became the most “popular” girls in whole school as be4. no one dared 2 call me “little, preppy kitty” except Sid. I once even had a prob with police but not serious one. we just painted my neighbor’s little doggy in yellow n green I know it’s hard 2 imagine but we did that.
***
it was Sunday evening, I was sitting in my room listening 2 music n talking with Sandra n Jersey on phone(Jersey was staying with Sandra cuz Tom came back from London.), when the door of my bedroom opened n who I see! Tom.
- hey I’ll call you later, your brother is here-I whispered n dropped the phone n as if nothing had happened I hugged Tom.
- hey, Wha’s up bas…?- I stopped “uups!” I just forgot that it was Tom Hamilton n not his sister.
- I’m great, but as I c u have sm changes
- what changes?-I smiled but this smile seemed 2 fake.
- you enjoy wolves company, don’t you?
- who said that
- Every one is talking about you, about how you have changed n how different you’ve become.
- oh, everyone who our neighbor Lilly? don’t listen 2 her, she is already 85 n a little bit a insane.
- however, I didn’t mean her! I meant our classmates n your mother n teachers n even shop assistants n so n so should I continue?- he seemed a little bit an angry.
- hey, hey calm down I just have new friends
- new friends?! who 4 example Sid Jonathan Hulce?
- no only not him. we hate each other.
- then who r your new friends?
- Jers, Sam, Alex, Gary , Tim , Dizzy, Billy, Jack, Sandra, June, Alex , Nancy, Polly, Carol, Jinn, Katie Frankie.
- oho! great? n what with old ones?
- old ones? who do you mean? maybe Derek n u who ran away when they got first chance, n left me alone???
- as I c you were not wasting time just like that
- huh!!! can you imagine how hard it was 4 me being alone with Sid, Jersey n Dizzy n whole school, so now shut the fuck up! n stop complaining about how different I’ve become, and if you don’t like me u can leave.
- with pleasure- he left.
“oh, god what’s that at first it was Jersey now her brother what does these Hamiltons want from me?” I cried out but it wasn’t heard I was in pillow with my head.

chapter 8
now started new era, of my life. whole school thought that I was mad, but different from last year they respected me. Although I had some enemies like Tom n his friends, but nevertheless I was happy with “wolves group”.
- hey, what r we going 2 do 2day?-I asked Jers who was sitting next 2 me.
- it’s your turn 2 think of what 2 do.
- you always get out when it’s your turn that’s not fair!
- k. k it’s my tern I admit.- she was laughing
- you already got me!
- oh, really?- she hugged me n I was almost drained.
- so, what r we doing?
- we r having party at Sid’s.
- oh, no! not that.- I was fed up with parties at Sid’s.
- please come
- k. I will
- promise
- I swear myself.
- huh, that’s why I love u bas!- she smiled.
***
I really didn’t want 2 go 2 that goddam party but promise is promise even 4 “wolf”.
it was getting dark (7p. m) when I phoned Jers n asked her 2 wait for me near the subway, then I had one common scandal with mum n at last went out. except Jers I met there Sid.
- what r you doing here?
- I’m waiting 4 you Jurs wants us to improve our relationship but I don’t think her idea is right- he said with a regret
- k. let’s go.- we were walking silently
- do u remember how you were trembling n crying asking me 2 let you go?- he said with stupid smile
- yes I do- I had look like “what the hell do you want?”
- do u still hate me?- he asked with curious face
- honestly yes
- oho! you r still brave one- I answered nothing , just shook my head slightly. – n you know I don’t like you 2
- oh, really n could you tell me why?- dialogue was becoming more interesting
- cuz you used 2 be my enemy n getting close with enemies isn’t my hobby!-he smiled evilly
- so, we r enemies?
- no ofc, I was just kidding
- oh, good! cuz I was really scared stiff- I said sarcastically
- we r friends?
- we r friends- we shook hands, but that doesn’t mean that we were friends really.
when we got it was half past eight, everyone was already drunk, I(Sid had already disappeared smwhere there) had 2 fight my way through millions of people 2 get 2 Jurs
- hey, what were you doing so long?
- we were becoming friends
- oh n…-she was also drunk
- we r friends
- I love you Lond-I said she was already drunk
- I love you 2- I smiled and looked around
- hey, San!- I called for Sandra
- what?
- do you know where 2 find some drink?
- ask Sid.
so I was trying to find Sid there but it was hard cuz there were 2 crowed of ppl.
at last I found him.
- hey Sid could you…
- yes, wha’s wrong?
- where can I find drinks-saying nothing he showed me the way 
- thanx- I was so polite 
I drank, drank, drank n then I don’t fuckin remember as always.

***
when I woke up I was just popped out, I was lying in sm1’s bed. I took a breath, looked around n what did I see? same house I mean Sid’s one. “oh, fuck! I stayed here whole night?!”
- hey, is any1 here?
- …
- HEY!
- shut up I’m sleeping- I heard Sid’s voice from down, when I looked there I saw that he was lying there even without pillow, first in my whole lifetime I was sorry for him.
- errr…
- ….
- huh!
- …
- uhu! uhu!
- …
- err…Sid
- Wha the fuck?
- what had happened?
- oh, u don’t remember? you had a ride of your life
- what?-I was shocked
- k. k. It was a joke?-he laughed
- oh, it was funny ha ha ha! wha the heck am I doing here?
- u were 2 drunk 2 stand on your feet so we decided that it would be better 4 you n 4 every1 else if you stayed here.
- is Jers here?
- no ofc
- holy shit! it means that I’m alone
- I wanna sleep go kill yourself!
- fuck you
- waiting
- shut up you bastard
- I don’t care you can get on until you’ll tire up.
- aaaaaaaaaa
- I wanna sleep! so shut up kitty.- I said nothing except “whatever” n stood up, unfortunately I stepped on Sid
- hey, hey carefully
- sorry Johnny
- actually my name is Sid, kitty
- n London is mine.
- k. London
- k. Sid- now I wanna smth 2 eat
- oh, really go home n eat then
- err…I’m your guest
- who said that?
- wake up I have a hangover n I need smth 2 eat
- hey, kitty don’t try 2 seem cool, cuz u look like a fool n now take your ass from my bed n GET LOST! I won’t repeat anymore
- oh, I’m so scared!!!-I said sarcastically as always, he stood up saying nothing took me, I started shouting n beating him even biting but he paid no attention just put me out of the house like I was garbage n closed the door beyond me.
- I HATE YOU! SID JONATHAN HULCE! CAN YOU HEAR ME I HATE YOU! NOW LET ME IN! AN I’M NOT AFRAID OF YOU ANYMORE! YOU BASTARD, JERCK, SELFISH IDIOT!- door opened
- will you fuck off or should I help you?
- none- he was getting angry, he came closer as be4 pushed me in the corner so that I lost control n fell down n here it goes
- now, you’ll fuckin stand up! n leave this house or I’ll do smth bad
- huh, n what?- I was surprised from my own braveness
- k. you wanted this!-he smirked n kissed me, then went in not even saying good-bye.

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